Weirdness Abounds.

[apolla]

This morning I woke up from a very strange dream. I dreamt I was back at school for a start, but I think I must've just been visiting because I was the same age as I am now. And I had four children. Four! Imagine the oddness of that, for a start. But then as the dream progressed it got weirder. The father of said spawn was the one person in my year at school that I hate. He was awful to me, and worse than that, when he made his nasty remarks to me, other people joined in. That's the sort of person he was. Anyway, in the dream he must've been all nasty as to child support because there was a moment he handed me two hundred quid and I was surprised. He seemed to feel guilty. I could feel the guilt radiating. And I didn't hate him so much.

The weirdest thing is that one of the boys was called Zack. Not in any universe would I call a child of mine Zack.

Anybody got any ideas what this might mean? I've had weird dreams in my time, but this is one of the oddest- even considering the number of 'back at school' dreams I seem to have had since arriving home.

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More weirdness:

Apparently I have been nominated for some awards at Portkey and have thusly been entered into a couple. Might as well say something here:

Best New Author

I'm not a new author by any stretch of the imagination, but I think I'm eligible because I only recently posted stuff at this particular place.

http://talk.portkey.org/index.php?showtopic=9538

Dunno why that particular fic is nominated- it really is, IMO, a bit of pointless fluff. Whatever. Vote if you want, don't vote if you don't want.

Comments

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Yes. That fifth shower almost got the dream off me. I really, really, REALLY hope it was one of those dreams with a very different meaning. You know, how birth can mean death and death can mean birth?

And that dingo dream was v. weird, yes.

*hugs*