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My very first specifically Draco/Ginny ficlet. It's very short, but don't hold that against me.



With Love

She signed it 'With love'. When she left, she left 'with love.' When she tore his heart in two, she said it 'with love.'

Draco sighed sadly and read the letter again. Her departure had been wrapped up in the kind words of love and affection. He wouldn't expect any less from her. The Pansy Parkinsons of this world would have just packed their bags and gone without a word. The only Ginny Weasley in the world tried to explain why, tried to make it hurt less.

It didn't actually hurt any less, but he appreciated the effort.

He had given everything up for her. For her, he'd rejected everything he'd ever been handed on a silver platter. For her, he wrenched out the silver spoon he'd been born with and turned his hand to living in the real world. For her, anything.

It was so strange to sit here and realise that it was over. When he'd given everything up, he'd been sure he'd done it for Forever. He had been so full of youthful arrogance that he really believed she would love him forever.

In a bar down the street, the jukebox was playing a mournful guitar solo. It cut through the night air and tore at Draco's already lacerated heart.

He closed his eyes and tried to remember the exact colour of her eyes, and the exact shade of her hair. She'd only been gone one day and the image in his mind was fading away. He shut his eyes even tighter, begging his mind to remember always. He felt quite vaguely that he should not care so much about some girl, but he knew that she was never just some girl.

He had tried so hard to resist her in the beginning, for he had never wanted love as his master. Now he remembered why. The pain was not physical, it was above and beyond it.

Yet... And yet he could not feel anger or bitterness towards her. Her letter had been so gentle. With love she said she wouldn't be back. With love, she said. Something about it made it hard for Draco to hate her. Something about her words made him believe that it wasn't necessarily over. She was gone, but not necessarily forever. Gone, but gone 'with love.'

With love, she said.

The End

This ficlet was directly inspired by the Thin Lizzy song 'With Love'. It can be found on the Black Rose: A Rock Legend album and is credited to P. Lynott.

Date: 2004-01-21 01:28 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] galigad.livejournal.com
It's too bad that you couldn't submit this as your essay assignment -- you should get an A+ (or whatever is the highest score that a student is allowed to get).

Angsty?

Oh yes.

Capable of lacerating this reader's heart?

Oh very yes.

(And it's not helping that I'm listening to a Josh Groban CD at the same time ;))

But ... is it beautiful? Is it wonderful?

Very, *very* yes.

WHy not submit this, Clare ... and see what the reaction is? ;)

gil

Date: 2004-01-21 02:02 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] apolla.livejournal.com
I would submit it except that:

1. It's meant to be an essay about Media & Society.
2. It's meant to be 4000 words long.

Would that I could, matey, would that I could.

Date: 2004-01-21 03:02 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lissannej.livejournal.com
Awwwwwwwwwwww... poor Draco! I felt so bad for him. I hope Ginny came back in the end. And, of course, I wasn't surprised to see the guitar solo in there ;)

Date: 2004-01-21 11:50 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annearchy.livejournal.com
Very, very nice. And of course there has to be a guitar solo. Couldn't it have been from While My Guitar Gently Weeps?:) Nice work, mate. BUT IT'S TOO SHORT :))

Date: 2004-01-21 13:00 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] chrismiss.livejournal.com
So depressing! I feel so bad for Draco. :( But of course it was lovely and fantastic as the others have said. And you do leave us with a little hope...she never did say "with love" forever. Did that make sense? ^_^

Date: 2004-01-21 16:56 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] apolla.livejournal.com
Maybe she did... maybe she didn't.

The guitar solo is actually a play on that thing of having the tinny piano somewhere in the near distance playing a sad song to fit the mood... Cos it was Lizzy it had to be a guitar. :D

*hugs*

Date: 2004-01-21 16:58 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] apolla.livejournal.com
Thanks matey. :D I don't know what the guitar solo was, just that it was very sad. It's like in the films and stuff where there's a tinny piano playing somewhere... do you know what I mean?

*haughty*

It is exactly as long as I intended it to be.

*laughs and skips away*

Date: 2004-01-21 17:02 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] apolla.livejournal.com
Thanks!

Yes, there's hope... She might not be gone forever because she did after all, sign the letter 'with love'.

*hugs*

Date: 2004-01-21 19:05 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annearchy.livejournal.com
Guess you missed my ":))" (laughs out loud) at the end. "It's too short" is going to become my new battle-cry!!! Cowabunga it's too short!

Date: 2004-01-21 19:09 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] apolla.livejournal.com
No I didn't miss it! I was playing along! Did I not pull that off?

Date: 2004-01-21 19:16 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annearchy.livejournal.com
Yeah you did. Just spoofing you :))

Date: 2004-01-21 19:18 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] apolla.livejournal.com
*breathes sigh of relief*

Thank God- I thought I'd lost my sense of humour or something.

Date: 2004-01-23 14:22 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] marquiserachel.livejournal.com
Clare, you rock! hope you got your essay done
xxxx

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